this apparently sentiment-proof-trained German almost Natzy fucking-without-feelings machine
made me wanna cry. while he was fucking two at a time.
Fuck was the face of
Shame
this is the name of the movie
feel the shame
this is what made me wanna cry.
Shame was the face of
Pain
is shameful. We hide it. We dress it up in cool words, gestures, behaviors. We do everything not to think about it. We do anything to make it disappear. We want it not to be there.
comes from way back. We act according to our pain and our fears. All the coolness of our words and behaviors are nothing but ruled by our pain.
strikes hard. We believe we managed to live with it. We may even think we got a way to make it disappear. Until we are hit by it. Hard. Until she shows us you live by it's rules. Until she strikes.
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